hopefully the post below doesn't apply to blogging

i'm of to university in five days, and am doing my usual ritual of meticulously planning. i have already packed, i have written down all of the things that i might want to get involved with during freshers week, and i have fictitious groceries lists made to comply with a number of easy, nutritious recipes. all of this distracts me from the emotional strain of leaving home, and moving somewhere else.