rodent patrol

hello

i really need these exams to finish so i don't have as much of an opportunity to waste time. i haven't been revising today, i just carried my books around the house with me as a reminder of what i was supposed to be doing.

my parent's are having some family friends over this evening. many people who know me might not believe how ridiculously shy i can be, but i get so nervous before leaving the house, before people come to visit, and often even in front of my own family, but not my parents. i'll try my best to be jovial, but i think i'll escape upstairs with the pretence of revision between courses

i was a little disheartened that my dad didn't ask me to help with the cooking today. also he criticised me for being materialistic when i said i wanted a turban haha! i suppose i am fairly materialistic in a sense, but i hope i'm not shallow. i like clothes but i'm not particularly 'fashion', and there's nothing wrong with liking nice things either. however, i take his point, and i will make sure i focus on other things more once i am free from the house. in two weeks i'm going to be very busy, i hope i can rise to the challenge (that is the challenge of maintaining un-natural energy levels - pro plus 'lol'?)

on another note, i think i would quite like a camera, not just for this silly blog and the quality of webcam photos, but so i can document memories of the summer etc. the lumix looks really nice, but to be honest it's probably out of my price range.

anyway, on the topic of shallow things...


espadrilles and strapless top from peacocks (!!), chinos from asos, white belt second hand, bracelet was my aunty's when she was younger. i look like such a ratface ERGH. also, the outfit's not all that, but it's quite good for me on a sunday


xxx