gurrrrl if you don't love yo'self, how tha hell you gonna love someone else?

like most people i have issues. issues with the world, issues with other people, and issues with myself. tissues for issues.

but yeah i thought i would let you in on one of lesser things that i get selfconcious about. i have small teeth and BIG gums, which i'm going to stop hating on





what hang ups do you need to let go of? i can't promise anything, but i'm almost certain it's something no one else finds repulsive or ugly. LOVE YOURSELF MY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS (but not too much ;p )

looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid

i'm still standing



i had a really visceral dream about dragging myself out of a swamp last night


tonight i'm going to have fun. after my seminar there is a free screening of some of the short films from the glasgow film festival, and later a friend of a friend's gig followed by indra's dubstep set at nice n' sleazy's. this weekend should be good, as my lovely friend anya comes up from london to visit. i'm praying i can get an 'emergency' loan from the bursary cos my money doesn't come through until monday, and it would also be nice if it stops snowing for good. Amen

being called 'cute' sometimes just feels like a sympathetic reassurance that you're a big tantrum throwing, doe eyed baby. at othertimes i (begrudgingly) admit it makes you feel like having a huge cuddle


i hope that wasn't too grossly sentimental

boy, you got nerve

i wish i was patient and calmer so that i could work on being better in general, and so i wasn't such a fool in everyone elses eyes

i thought i should try and start blogging again, it's been a while